Thursday, July 8, 2010

Is it possible to be lonely when surrounded by love?

Happy Birthday to me it definitely was! My amazing BF got me my first "Official" Mountain Bike. I had many Purple Bikes when I was younger but none to ride the Mobile Terrain with! I have named her "Baby Blue"! Here I am pictured with her moments after my big surprise... He surprised me with it on Friday when he got home from work. This was nice since I had the long weekend to ride it before my actual birthday. My actual birthday was spent relaxing and having a day for myself. I went to see "Sex and the City 2" finally, signed up for a Mobile Library Card, and waited for my BF to get home from work. When he arrived home from work he brought with him the most beautiful Orange Roses(Red is Boring), the sweetest card ever, and of course best of all...a Large Cherry Limeade from Sonic! I don't need wine or other fancy drinks...all this girl ever needs to make her smile is a little Sonic in her life. We got ready and headed to Liquid for dinner. Liquid is by far the BEST Sushi I have ever had. Hard to believe because 2 years ago I spent my BDay at MF Sushi in Atlanta but this stuff takes the trophy. I must enjoy Asian style food bc last year I spent my bday at Chow Baby...I am seeing a trend here! Any who, we ate too much and had to skip desert at Marble Slab, but I took a rain check for a later date. All in all it was a fabulous way to celebrate my 28 years of life. I spent it with one of the most important people in my life and I am thankful for that.

So my review of "Sex and the City 2", not as good as the first and no where near as good as the show, but it still did bring a smile to my face numerous times, made me laugh out loud a little, and as pathetic as it is I am pretty sure I teared up once. Glad I spent the few bucks to go see it.

Does anyone know how hard it is to find a part time job in this town? Um I DO I DO! I think it's about near impossible. This is definitely not the Positive Jami that left Atlanta in pursuit of following her dreams...this is Negative Jami that is so tired of applying and applying and applying x20. Granted I am semi picky but only for the good of everyone involved. I prefer not to work in stores where I would purchase everything around me. I worked at American Eagle for 3 years and I didn't profit a penny, but I sure had some really cool clothes! I have applied EVERYWHERE else though. I have never worked in the Restaurant Business and I'd prefer not to work every night so I haven't gone down that road yet but I may have to. There are a few "Food Establishments" I am thinking of applying to bc they are not true restaurants. But other than those two things I have applied everywhere!!! I am not keeping a list on a sheet of notebook paper just so I do not forget and apply somewhere twice. I am QUALIFIED too which makes me angry! I have a lot of retail experience, childcare experience, tons and tons of admin experience, customer service experience, awesome organization, super friendly, computer skills, mad excel skills, bow staff skills ;) Ok a joke! But I have a lot of skills and best of all I am willing to do anything with a smile on my face. Someone has to hire me...I am the PERFECT person for almost any job...right!? Enough whining about that :)

Some may ask what the title of this blog means...am I lonely...is something wrong? No nothing is wrong, still happy, just a little lonely but for no reason in particular. I think the problem all boils down to me spending too much time at home and not around people like I am used to. I guess we could say I have a mild case of Cabin Fever. Love both my pups, love the apt, but it's silent most days other than random barks and the sound of gchats ringing in the background. I am ready for some change, ready to get out and meet more people in Mobile, ready for school to start, ready for something...anything. Poor BF thinks it's him...IT IS SO NOT! I love him more than words and he is so patient with me. I am lucky to have him and the support and happiness he brings into my life are more than any girl could ask for. So none of these feelings have anything to do with him, bc he has done nothing but make everything perfect. They are merely because for the first time in my life I have no job, I'm not in school, and I am not surrounded by people all day long. WOW I just re-read what I just wrote...some people would call that vacation or paradise. Maybe I should be thankful instead of lonely. Maybe I will step back and reevaluate this and find the positive spin on it everyday. BUT I mean all would be perfect if I just found a job! HAHA Ok I'll let it be, I know one will come when the timing is right.

This isn't my week but hopefully with tomorrow being Friday, things will get better. I am going to my parents for the weekend so we can see the Blue Angels fly at Pensacola Beach. Something new...Sounds fun to me!

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